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starting university again just puts everything else on hold. that and i got proper job that takes up three whole days and a whole new set of friends as well as the girls i live with and the friends i had before i came to uni and then there’s my family! i’ve been a busy person and i let the eating right thing slip down the priority list!
i did join the gym just before the new year though and was using it every other day for a while, and then a lot happened between the girls i’m living with which is a long story but ends with a criminal record and a lot of tension between everyone so i’ve been distracted! i even missed an assignment deadline because of this!
but i really need to get back on track. i have two holidays planned for the summer and at the moment, i really don’t feel like it. the people i’m going with are all stunning and i’d love to feel better about myself in swimwear. and now there’s a boy involved in my life… i’d like to feel nice for him too.
there’s at least 17 weeks until my summer proper starts and i’m happy to lose just the 1lb a week. to me, that would be brilliant and i’m covering my room with pretty dresses and bikinis and happy thoughts and i will do it. properly. and hopefully stay a little more active with this blog because it really helped before. i lost 18lbs over the summer and i know i can do it again. :)
i’m still extremely poor. i get over £100 tomorrow, but this weekend i’ve only had 21p so i’ve been living off scrambled egg and brown bread.
back down to 147lbs which is lovely news and i’m steering clear of starbucks and their hot chocolates and frappuccinos!
things are generally going pretty good and i’ve completely signed off with the whole looking for a lovely boy thing. i had kind of given up before, but now i don’t even have time for someone else and i’m really concentrating on passing this uni year properly and doing well at work and just making friends so positive feelings all round. :)